The Wedding Monster

So I am already experiencing what I will call "The Wedding Monster." The Wedding Monster is two fold. The first part is that your wedding (in this case my wedding) turns into something far bigger and more complicated than you pictured. It turns into its own monster. The second part of the wedding monster is that it turns me into a wedding obsessed crazy person. I have yet to go all Bridezilla on anyone, but try as I might I can't free my mind from wedding related thoughts. It is so frustrating! I don't know how I am going to survive the next 15 months. I might end up running away screaming...